I had a nice long, well stated post about how I'm feeling with the next month looming over me. I deleted it. Truth is, I hate my birthday along with the entire month following it. Six years ago, on my 28th birthday, I got a +hpt. Exactly one month later, I m/c'd our baby. Here I sit six years later with not even one more +hpt. Needless to say, I'm pissed.