Tomorrow. I wanna run the other way.

I have so many emotions to deal with today. First, I'm so angry that I even have to have surgery again. I'm so angry that I spent so much of my youth taking care of mysel , making sure I was healthy, only to have to spend the rest of my life dealing with endo. Sure. There's Atlanta and surgery there, but I can't afford the travel plus surgery costs. So, I'm forced to have mediocre surgeries for who knows how long. Oh. And the whole infertility thing. Fuck you endo. You have literally ruined my 20's and are almost halfway through ruining my 30's.